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Post to someone.

This is for a person who wrote a very big and 'loud' post to me. I just wanted to say that if you wanted me deleted darlin, just do it. There was really no need for a post, I would've known sooner or later that I wasn't on your friends list anymore. But it's alllllllll ok. And yes, part of it was my consern when she came to me, upset and worried about the things that had happened. And when YOU were going through a hard time, *I* was there for you. And if you would've came to me and actually told me your side, MAYBE I wouldn't have to choose either side. We were all friends at one time, but now it looks like it's just me and her, and that's fine. Since you say that I should trust you and things like that..please..give me a reason.
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    Slayer
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So..does anyone remember Chad? Yeah, my ex for the 4958375896th time Chad? Anyway, last time we dated, we blew up at each other on the phone and that was it. Last night he calls me and says he's sorry for what happened, and said alot of things that kinda made sense. Anyway, we're back together now. I told him this is the last time I will date him, if he screws this up..no more. Period. And I'm GOING to get him a job this time. I want to help him sort his life out so bad, because I know he's a good guy deep down, he just needs someone to be there for him. He says that I'm the only one he wants to be with, end of story. He told me this song reminded me of him everytime he heard it because the last time he saw me, was when I was on a date with Dallas. Now how LONG ago was that?! Lol anyway..I need to get ready for class so I was just saying..I'm back with Chad, yay. Internet relationships suck ass! No more for Chelle. Oh, and here's the lyrics.


"Over And Over"
(feat. Tim McGraw)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

(Now that I’ve realized that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down oh
I can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head
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So umm...I just got dumped. And as agverated as I am right now..it sucks. He said I pushed him away, I denied him. I was always making him feel like shit. Some things you just can't help, and I can't help the way I am. So I'm going to make this a public post, I know he reads it sometimes..I'm not going to say names or anything. He might get pissed because I'm writing things in here about us but some people that read my LJ actually care about me..

So yeah, this sucks really bad. I guess we both tried to hang on to the relationship..but it was slipping. Apparently. =\ I just kept screwing up..so I'm blaming it on me, heh. Like almost every other relationship. You know..I can hold OTHER people's relationships together, but can't even keep one my fucking self. So this isn't going to be long because I'm kinda tearing up..I just want to say this.

I'm sorry for the hurt
I'm sorry for all the pain
I'm sorry I could never be the girlfriend you wanted me to be
I tried, but I just couldn't..and I'm sorry.
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    the sound of myself typing
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Darrell Abbot aka Dimebag Darrell was the heart and soul of both Pantera and Damageplan. The metal world won't be the same without him. R.I.P Dimebag, your fans love you. My prayers go out to Vinnie Paul and the rest of the Damageplan members, Patrick and Bobzilla.

Only a true, sick person could ruin rock music. Save that shit for the rap music, don't bring it to ours.

\m/

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    New Found Power- Damageplan
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Stolen from Nakay

Libertarians, PETA Members
Circle I Limbo

Qusay Hussein
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Militant Vegans
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Bill Clinton
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Saddam Hussein
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

General asshats, Emo music
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Uday Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies, Preppy Bitches
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Osama bin Laden
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

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