The Life and Times of Michelle

Reflections

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 05:34:49 GMT

And that's what I will be doing one week from today cause it'll be MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This old gal will be turning 24, woo! But wow, 24! I mean I know that's not old but then you get to thinking, I'm 24, single, no kids...HELL YEAH! I don't know if it's like this is other places, but I can tell yall in the south, most women are either pregnant, or have kids by now. So I'd like to think I've got a heads up! Usually, when you're a kid you only think about what you want for your birthday, but this year I've been thinking about everything that I've done, and everything that I've been through. So I've come a pretty long way, even between 18 and now.

For those who've known me for awhile should remember the guy I dated when I was 18, Robert. Now when I was 18 I had dropped out of school, had no job and still lived at home. Well after he cheated on me and I dumped him, I turned over a new leaf and grew the F up. I got my first job at a grocery store, got my GED and started dating a guy named Brian. Now things with Brian didn't last that long but I'm still friends with him to this day. After getting my GED I went to college for Cosmetology. In the course of 2 years I left the grocery store and started working for a, I guess you would call it Sporting Goods store. I also recieved my degree in Cosmetology and soon after, my license. (WOO!) On the day of my graduation I started work for Ford Motor Company, working at a local dealership. Crazy, right?

But honestly, I learned alot from working at a car dealership, and also become Ford Warranty certified. After 2 years working for the dealership I was let go due to "lack of work". I was single, but on occassion seeing a guy named Morgan, nothing too special. So, after being laid off I was out of work for 6 months. Any everyday (with the exception of weekends) I was out looking for a job, putting in whever would accept my resume. Now, when I was working for Ford, I was making close to $12 an hour plus commission. By this time I was 20, and had just moved out and got a place with my brother. Here me and my brother were, BOTH had brand new cars, and a place to pay for. He also worked at the dealership, I was let go and a week later he was fired. Call it, re-staffing. I called it bullshit. Ok, anyway.....

Well come the 6th month of being without a job, I was starting to think about putting in for fast food places, and other places like that. I even considered getting two jobs, anything to pay the bills. Then, I started looking towards Law Enforcement. I'd just so happened to go by the State Patrol in Milledgeville and spoke with a guy who worked there. Then things kinda took off. I had also put in at a local 911 center, in addition to the State Patrol. So test taking, polly graphs, blood work, interviews and the 911 center saying "You're pretty much hired". Now, the 911 center paid less than the state patrol, but I was willing to take anything! So I said I would take the job with the 911 center and went to get my blood work done and pee in the cup. As I was walking out of the hospital I got a call on my cell, from one of the guys from the State Patrol. He said that I pretty much had the job, and not to take the one at the 911 center. So, of course, I had to call the 911 center and decline the job. Let me tell yall, that was the best decision I could've ever made. I'm very bless and I love my job! This is the best job I've ever had!!!

So now, here I am, about to be 24 in just a few days, 3 careers under my belt, and living a great life. I'm still single, but that's ok. I believe that one day me and Calvin will be together. I adore him with every fiber of my being, and if that's not love, I don't know what is. And if not, then I will meet a man that I'll one day marry and love for the rest of my life. So being single doesn't really bother me as much as it used to. Everything happens in due time. I never thought that any of this would happen to me. I've met alot of great people, had alot of great experiences, loved, lost, laughed (alot) and shared moments with people that I'll never forget.

I just wanna say to anyone that reads this, I'm glad that you're in my life as well! If we talk everyday, or haven't talked in awhile, you have all touched my life in some way and I'm very grateful for that. I love you all!!!! Sorry for the extremely long post. =)

Update on love?

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 11:30:38 GMT

NO! This game that me and Calvin are playing is kinda starting to get old. He finally made a comment about a week ago saying that he 'knew' that I had a crush on him. Ok...yeah, I do. Will I tell you flat out? No. I will say this though. The day after he said that I decided that I wouldn't call him for 2-3 days, just to see what he would do. Well guess how long it took before he called me?

One. Day.

That's right, one day people! The day after that day my phone rings and it's him, "Hey, I hadn't talked to you in a few days, just wanted to see what you're doing" Yeah buddy, sure. So now it's just to the point where we both continue to tell each other "You've got the crush" "No, you do!" It's like we're back in kindergarten! *pulls hair out* If he likes me, he needs to go ahead and make the move, and stop dicking around! Because we ALL know that I'm too chicken shit to admit anything!

GAH! That is all.

Looks like I'm not the only one who doesn't write anymore..

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 22:59:41 GMT

So I was looking at everyone who I have on my friends list and like maybe 3 still use LJ. I've lost contact with everyone from here. It kinda makes me sad because a few years ago I spent all my time on the computer building friendships with these people. Then we all grew up and got lives. Haha

I don't have anything really to report today so I'll stop here for now.

See yas!

P.S we should totally bring LJ back..it used to be fun!

Almost 2 years later...

Sun, 14 Sep 2008 14:51:44 GMT

Wow..it really has been long since I've been here. Maybe I should start writing again. I doubt anyone even remembers me anymore. Well..let me catch you up on what's been going on with me...

This year has been a pretty good year so far, I've gotten a great job working with the GA State Patrol as a radio operator. I've been doing shows for the past few months at a local bar and grill, which is awesome! I'm going to be on a self-published album that a friend is working on. Still single and that's ok. I've been out on my own for almost 3 years now and I look at that as finally growing up. I've got a steady career, a great family and awesome co-workers. If the friend department...since I started working for the state patrol I really haven't had time to do much of anything else so my friends and I have sort of drifted apart. It sucks, but I'm dealing with it. We all talk from time to time. Also they all have boyfriends now and are usually with them when I come home.

I do have this HUGE crush on a trooper, but I'm way too chicken shit to say anything. But he's a great guy! Sweet, and caring and funny too! Not bad to look at either. Almost a complete package deal. I don't think he dates chicks like me though, but I don't want to say anything and him not feel the same way..then it would be wierd between us. I can settle for his friendship until he makes a move..if he ever does, or wants to for that matter.

Well I think that's about it really..I could babble about a few more things but I'm at work (like always) so I should get back to that. Maybe I'll start writing here again..guess we'll just have to wait and see.

Why the hell not...

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 20:01:45 GMT

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends!

1. Your Middle Name:

2. Age:

3. Single or Taken:

4. Favorite CURRENT movie/TV show:

5. Favorite CURRENT Song:

6. Favorite Bands/Artists:

7. Dirty or Clean:

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?

10. Whats your philosophy on life?

11. Would you have my back in a fight?

12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?

13. What is your favorite memory of us?

14. Would you give me a kidney?

15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:

16. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

17. Can we get together and make a cake?

18. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?

19. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?

20. Do you think I'm a good person?

21. Would you drive across country with me?

22. Do you think I'm attractive?

23. If you could change anything about me, would you?

24. What do you wear to sleep?

25. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

26. Would you go on a date with me if I asked you?

27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?

28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

Christmas Cards!!!

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 16:27:21 GMT

If you want one, send me your address to my email!!

southern_belle_143@yahoo.com

Put something on the heading like "Here's my address" so I won't think you're spam and delete you!!

Murry Churimus!

Woah.

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 18:48:55 GMT

Ok..summing up quickly for what you've missed.

Drank a few.
Saw some good bands.
Partied hard on Halloween.
Still no love life.

That about sums it up. Haha. Anyway..this year hasn't been so bad, thank God! I've met some great people in the local music scene. Became closer with a few friends, and also lost a friend. I'm sure no one even has me on their LJ friends list anymore, haha.

Don't forget about myspace..I'm always on there.

www.myspace.com/mochelle85

Maybe I'll start to write in this again. Who knows. With two jobs and very little time, we'll just have to wait and see.

Til next time, much love.
Chelle

Ok...

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 15:13:40 GMT

I doubt anyone still reads these things but just incase. My Yahoo is screwed up and won't let me into my michelle_the_goddess_2003 account. So until then add southern_belle_143 and I'll talk to you on there. Mmkay? MMMKAYYYYYBYE

Oh yeah..by the way.

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 19:10:31 GMT

I'm in a band. And they rock.

Mr.Greenleaf

WUAT!!!

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 21:34:34 GMT

Me and Ashley, Henry to the side

Me and Adam..haha

Ashley, Adam and Richard

Barefoot and pregnant, smoking and drinkin. Her costume was adorable!

Jimmy and Tara (Horro (Zoro's fat cousin) and a witch)

Justin (The plug..his socket was walking around somewhere)

Justin buttpluggin' Marvin (my brother)

Ron Burgandy and Ashely (my brother)

Ron again and The Wedding Singer (Patrick)

The Farmer and the Farmer's Daughter (Scott and Hollie)

And last but not least..Space Ghost! (Shane)

All of those people I work with except Ashley (which is Adam's wife), Hollie (Scott's girlfriend) and Tara (Jimmy's wife) Shane owns a paint and body shop called The Other Guy's and we do all our business with them. Hope you enjoyed the picutres! Sorry there is so many!

Post to someone.

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 02:48:08 GMT

This is for a person who wrote a very big and 'loud' post to me. I just wanted to say that if you wanted me deleted darlin, just do it. There was really no need for a post, I would've known sooner or later that I wasn't on your friends list anymore. But it's alllllllll ok. And yes, part of it was my consern when she came to me, upset and worried about the things that had happened. And when YOU were going through a hard time, *I* was there for you. And if you would've came to me and actually told me your side, MAYBE I wouldn't have to choose either side. We were all friends at one time, but now it looks like it's just me and her, and that's fine. Since you say that I should trust you and things like that..please..give me a reason.

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 19:28:14 GMT

R.I.P Mitch Hedberg. =(

You're one funny mutha fuckah.

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 04:33:58 GMT

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/17043665

Add me, bitches.

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 22:17:49 GMT

~hellachella~

LJ friendsCollage.

Brought to you by pratibha75 and teemus.

Bah Humbug..I hate Valentine's Day.

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 03:32:22 GMT

I've never actually had anyone for V-day. Last year I was with Billy and we spent about 30 minutes together, and it sucked.

Anyone wanna be my valentine?

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 20:42:06 GMT

So..does anyone remember Chad? Yeah, my ex for the 4958375896th time Chad? Anyway, last time we dated, we blew up at each other on the phone and that was it. Last night he calls me and says he's sorry for what happened, and said alot of things that kinda made sense. Anyway, we're back together now. I told him this is the last time I will date him, if he screws this up..no more. Period. And I'm GOING to get him a job this time. I want to help him sort his life out so bad, because I know he's a good guy deep down, he just needs someone to be there for him. He says that I'm the only one he wants to be with, end of story. He told me this song reminded me of him everytime he heard it because the last time he saw me, was when I was on a date with Dallas. Now how LONG ago was that?! Lol anyway..I need to get ready for class so I was just saying..I'm back with Chad, yay. Internet relationships suck ass! No more for Chelle. Oh, and here's the lyrics.

"Over And Over"
(feat. Tim McGraw)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

(Now that I’ve realized that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down oh
I can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 05:28:56 GMT

So umm...I just got dumped. And as agverated as I am right now..it sucks. He said I pushed him away, I denied him. I was always making him feel like shit. Some things you just can't help, and I can't help the way I am. So I'm going to make this a public post, I know he reads it sometimes..I'm not going to say names or anything. He might get pissed because I'm writing things in here about us but some people that read my LJ actually care about me..

So yeah, this sucks really bad. I guess we both tried to hang on to the relationship..but it was slipping. Apparently. =\ I just kept screwing up..so I'm blaming it on me, heh. Like almost every other relationship. You know..I can hold OTHER people's relationships together, but can't even keep one my fucking self. So this isn't going to be long because I'm kinda tearing up..I just want to say this.

I'm sorry for the hurt
I'm sorry for all the pain
I'm sorry I could never be the girlfriend you wanted me to be
I tried, but I just couldn't..and I'm sorry.

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 20:27:53 GMT

Darrell Abbot aka Dimebag Darrell was the heart and soul of both Pantera and Damageplan. The metal world won't be the same without him. R.I.P Dimebag, your fans love you. My prayers go out to Vinnie Paul and the rest of the Damageplan members, Patrick and Bobzilla.

Only a true, sick person could ruin rock music. Save that shit for the rap music, don't bring it to ours.

\m/

Stolen from Nakay

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 16:32:39 GMT

Libertarians, PETA Members
Circle I Limbo

Qusay Hussein
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Militant Vegans
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Bill Clinton
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Saddam Hussein
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

General asshats, Emo music
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Uday Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies, Preppy Bitches
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Osama bin Laden
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 23:59:03 GMT

( ) go out with me?
( ) give me your number?
( ) let me kiss you?
( ) have sex with me?
( ) play an s.m. scene with me?
( ) watch a movie with me... even a really sappy one?
( ) let me take you out to dinner?
( ) drive me somewhere/anywhere?
( ) take a shower with me?
( ) be my gf/bf?
( ) have a fling with me?
( ) listen to me if i called you, crying, even if you were out with all of your friends?
( ) buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
( ) take me home for the night?
( ) let me sleep in your bed?
( ) sing car karaoke with me?
( ) sit in the doctors office with me because i didn't want to go alone?
( ) come & pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
( ) re-post this for me to answer your questions?

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 16:23:39 GMT

My computer is finally working again! ....Woo!
So Chad is a huge pyscho and flipped out on me about a week ago, so I haven't called him. Therefore, I am single again. Woo!! I'm actually just having fun with guys now, my ex's most of all. I did my whole make out thing with Billy, so now I'm done with him. I'm moving on to Brian now. => But Brian is trying to be all Mr. I'm the Shit, which he's not. So I think I might just use him, and lose him? Never know.

Anyway, I'm just getting by with my school. Hopefully that will turn around quick. I've learned that being the good girl, doesn't work. I'm going over to Chris and Miranda's tonight for a cook out. I hope some people will show up. I could use a good time right about now. Lol

I should call Rachel, I haven't talked to that tree huggin' hippie in about 2 weeks. =P

What else can I talk about? I don't really have much of a life outside work and school. But the Foodmax drama is still in full effect. Billy decides to tell some people at work about some things we did (nothing TOO sexual) but anyway, that gets out AND, he tells people that I sucked his penis, (WHICH I DID NOT DO!!) so he can really just kiss my ass, I haven't spoken to him since I heard about that. He's such a fucker. Him and Brian are always trying to one-up each other, it's stupid.

My head hurts.
I have to clean my room.
I need a smoke.

I bought Gretchen Wilson's cd. It's pretty good, that's country music for those who don't know. Ok well, I think that's going to end my update/babble, thing. Love yall! Send me comments because my LJ is all lonely and stuff.

Stolen from Rachel

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 02:16:52 GMT

your name?: Michelle
Are you named after anyone?: Not that I know of.
What's your screename?: michelle_the_goddess_2003
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: No clue
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I doubt I would.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Yeah..sometimes
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Yeah, cept I'd be cool.

Basics

Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: Yeah
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate:: 3/7/85
Your age:: 19
Age you act: Early 20s I think.
Age you wish you were: 10? 10 was a good age.
Your height:: 5'7
Eye color:: blue
Happy with it?: yep
Hair color:: brown/red/blonde-ish
Happy with it?: It'll do
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Lefty..woo!
Your living arrangement:: Me and my parents.
Your family:: Mom,Dad,Me,Marvin.
Have any pets?: 4 dogs.
Whats your job?: student/cashier and recp.
Piercings?: 1
Tattoos?: Not right now
Obsessions?: music
Addictions?: smoking
Do you speak another language?: Bad English.
Have a favorite quote?: Uh...I can't think of anything right now.
Do you have a webpage?: Nope

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment?: Sometimes.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: very tolerant.
Do you have any secrets?: yeah
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: It's ok
Do you have any bad habits?: Oh yes.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: That I'm pretty, but I don't believe them.
What's your biggest fear?: Being alone.
Can you sing?: Yeah..I guess
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Erm..no?
Are you a loner?: depends on my mood
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Just trying to live....agreed
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Hell yes..it's ME
Are you a daredevil?: not really
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Oh yes. Plenty
Are you passive or agressive?: I can be both.
Do you have a journal?: yes...online one.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength would probably be my ability to listen to others...my weakness is thinking everybody has good in them even though they might treat me bad.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My body
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: sometimes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes
Do you think life has been good so far?: In some parts of it, yeah.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Don't get too attatched, and people aren't always as they appear to be.
What do you like the most about your body?: my hair.
And least?: the rest of me.
Do you think you are good looking?: I have my days
Are you confident?: sometimes
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Erm...spongebob?
Are you perceived wrongly?: Sometimes I suppose.

Do You...

Smoke?: Yes
Do drugs?: Not anymore
Read the newspaper?: Not really
Pray?: sometimes
Go to church?: used to
Talk to strangers who IM you?: haha no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes..a mouse. =">
Take walks in the rain?: sometimes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Nope, screw them.
Drive?: Heh..not legally....AGREED!
Like to drive fast?: Yup.

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: Yeah.
Hurt yourself?: No
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Been in love?: Sadly, yes.
Done drugs?: Yes
Gone skinny dipping? no
Had a medical emergency?: no
Had surgery?: Nope..lucky me.
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: Heh..yeah.
Gotten beaten up?: No
Beaten someone up?: No
Been picked on?: Hasn't everybody?
Been on stage?: Yes.
Slept outdoors?: Yes.
Thought about suicide?: Yes.
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes.
If yes, what is your record?: 40 hours
Gone one day without food?: Yes
Talked on the phone all night?: Yup..I loved that.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Uh, yeah.
Slept all day?: No.
Killed someone?: No.
Made out with a stranger?: No *glares at Rachel*
Had sex with a stranger?: No
Thought you're going crazy?: Yep
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yep
Had a dream that came true?: Yep
Broken the law?: Yeah.
Met a famous person?: no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: besides insects? no
On purpose?: No.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes =\ once
Stolen anything?: Yeah.
Been on radio/tv?: yes.
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: not that i know of
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: oh yes

Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: Not really
Miracles?: Yes.
Astrology?: iffy about that
Magic?: yeah.
God?: yeah
Satan?: yeah
Santa?: yep
Ghosts?: Yep
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: Haha..hasn't happened to me yet.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Probably.
Witches?: I reckon
Easter bunny?: Nope..
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: lol..seriously..ok, no
Do you wish on stars?: Yes..but they never come true.

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Not sure.
Do you think God has a gender?: I think God is a spirit.
Do you believe in organized religion?: *shrugs*
Where do you think we go when we die?: To heaven or hell.

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Not here..I don't know any.
Who is your best friend?: Miranda
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Miranda
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:..not sure
Your favourite inside joke?: Haha too many.
Thing you're picked on most about?: My accent..
Who's your longest known friend?: Lol..Miranda again.
Newest?: Here or online?...Here, Brandi. Online..a bunch of people.
Shyest?: No one
Funniest?: Chris
Sweetest?: Libby
Closest?: Miranda,Rachel
Weirdest?: Hmm..Rachel. =P
Smartest?: All of us.
Ditziest?: All my guy friends
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Don't know..
Last person you talked to online?: Rachel
Who do you talk to most online?: Rachel
Who are you on the phone with most?: Miranda,Molly, and Rach
Who do you trust most?: Miranda..cause she knows everything about me.
Who listens to your problems?: all my friends
Who do you fight most with?: Nick sometimes, lol.
Who's the nicest?: Rachel
Who's the most outgoing?: don't know...
Who's the best singer?: I haven't really heard any of them sing..
Who's on your shit-list?: I have a few. =>
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Oh yes.
Who's your second family?: My cousin-in-law's family.
Do you always feel understood?: sometimes
Who's the loudest friend?: Gus..when he gets drunk, he hollars.
Do you trust others easily?: not anymore
Who's house were you last at?: Miranda and Chris'
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: I wish I had someone's arms to feel safe in.
Do your friends know you?: a couple do
Friend that lives farthest away: My new friends of Bloody Lovely! (And everyone online)

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: Sometimes.
What do you find romantic?: Alot of things
Turn-on?: Sense of humor
Turn-off?: vain people
First kiss?: LMFAO! *dies* Chris O. Childhood friend, tried to teach me how to kiss.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: Bad.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Depends on the guy..and my mood.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: nope, I Love being the one to be asked out.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yeah..but..love is blind.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Yes...some do.
What is best about the opposite sex?: eyes,hair,smile,face
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Lol..where do I start?
What's the last present someone gave you?: Uhm..I don't remember.
Are you in love?: Not right now..that I know of.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Haha I dont have a significant other.

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: in my mind..Brian
You wanted to kill?: Myself?
That you laughed at?: Rachel
That laughed at you?: Rachel and Molly
That turned you on?: Oh Lord..it's been awhile.
You went shopping with?: My mom
That broke your heart?: robert
To disappoint you?: Men.
To ask you out?: Ross was the last guy to ask me out on a date.
To make you cry?: Myself
To brighten up your day?: Rachel and Molly
That you thought about?: My friend Brandi.
You saw a movie with?: Ross and a bunch of his friends
You talked to on the phone?: Cindy, my Foodmax manager.
You talked to through IM/: ...Rachel
You saw?: My parents
You lost?: I'm not sure..

Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: Nope..it's 10 o'clock
Will it be with your significant other?: If I had one..it would.
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: Tommy Hilfigure shirt, pj pants
Body part you're touching right now: my leg cause my keyboard is on it
What are you worried about right now?: Too many things
What book are you reading?: Daughters of the Moon- The Secret Scroll
What's on your mousepad?: T&S Hardwood
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Tired, bored, headachey, lonely, blah
Are you bored?: YES. Save me.
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope
Are you lonely or content?: content for the moment, but this is making me lonely!
Are you listening to music?: Yes

TOO FUCKING FUNNY!

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 03:37:40 GMT

Everyone remember Rob? My fiance. Well, I figured I'd see what he'd been up to. He's found some poor stupid girl to be with him. So, why not be alittle evil to him and tell him how *I've* been doing. If you wanna read our convo, check it out there.

southern_belle_143: Well hello there.
rob9029: hello
rob9029: how are you
southern_belle_143: Fine, you?
rob9029: ok
southern_belle_143: That's good.
rob9029: bored out of my mind
southern_belle_143: That must suck.
rob9029: yeah my gf is at work i am home by myself just playing on the pc
southern_belle_143: Ah.
rob9029: how have you been
southern_belle_143: Peachy. Working, going to school, shit like that.
rob9029: you still at home
southern_belle_143: Yeah, leaving soon though.
rob9029: cool
rob9029: so have you heard where i am
southern_belle_143: Yeah
southern_belle_143: Well..I think
southern_belle_143: Where you were from?
rob9029: yeah washington
southern_belle_143: Yeah.
rob9029: i am going to send you somthing
southern_belle_143: I think it was after you just moved up there, your sister called me.
southern_belle_143: Right before she started talking shit about me.
southern_belle_143: How is your sister?
rob9029: i have no idea
southern_belle_143: Oh.
southern_belle_143: Well, I talk to T.J alot, when I have the time.
rob9029: gibson
southern_belle_143: Yeah.
rob9029: umm ok
southern_belle_143: What's that face for?
rob9029: how was he doing
southern_belle_143: He's fine.
southern_belle_143: She's a cute kid.
rob9029: i did not know that you knew tj
southern_belle_143: Yeah well you did introduce us, remember?
rob9029: oh ok
southern_belle_143: Lol, you haven't changed a bit.
rob9029: no not really
rob9029: except that i am happier up here
southern_belle_143: That's good.
rob9029: know that i got kaylee back
southern_belle_143: Is your girlfriend good to her?
rob9029: oh yeah she spoils her more then me
southern_belle_143: Haha
southern_belle_143: Thank God I don't have any children.
rob9029: kaylee is going to start modleing in september
southern_belle_143: Cool.
southern_belle_143: I've been singing alot more latley..going places, ya know
southern_belle_143: Well, once I can get away from my two jobs, college, and boyfriends.
rob9029: sing thats one thing i have looked in to
southern_belle_143: What, you singing?
rob9029: i actully have fans
southern_belle_143: Lol
southern_belle_143: I never really paid attention to your singing.
rob9029: i was always to shy
southern_belle_143: Yeah, I was too.
southern_belle_143: I got over that shit quick.
rob9029: yeah me too after i was forced on stage
southern_belle_143: I mean being shy period.
southern_belle_143: Around guys, new people..things like that.
rob9029: i think that i am going to ask my gf to marry me but i will first sing to her then after i am done singing ask her
southern_belle_143: Lol, well good luck on that.
southern_belle_143: I'm too busy having fun to settle down.
rob9029: we have this huge bar up here that will have lots of people in it
southern_belle_143: That's cool.
southern_belle_143: So it was good that we broke up huh. Lol
rob9029: well god will let you know when he wants you to settle down and with whom i found that out with april
southern_belle_143: oh yeah
southern_belle_143: I know that..but until then, the fun will come.
southern_belle_143: I became attractive when we broke up. Lmao. Or so it seems.
southern_belle_143: But look, I gotta run. Nice catching up and stuff.
southern_belle_143: See ya!

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 00:47:05 GMT

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